I love you. I always will. But I don’t know if I can ever forgive you. I really hope that some day, when perhaps it doesn’t hurt as much, and I’ve found my own happiness and have truly moved on, that I’d be able to be the bigger person and forgive you. Not for your sake, but for my own. I will not do you any favors, not anymore. I feel like I’ve learnt and grown a lot wiser in a year. Still, the concept of forgiveness is something I’ve yet to comprehend. perhaps someday it’d all seem clearer. the reason you came and then left, like a hurricane, a scrambled mess of euphoria and tears. Maybe someday we will make sense of this chaos. Or maybe we’d realize that some things, no matter how much we may want to find significance in them, are just nothing more than random ships passing.
stop thinking.
: Everyday things you never knew had names
- Tittle: the dot over an “i” or “j”.
- Lunule: the white, crescent shaped part at the top of a nail.
- Crepuscular rays: rays of sunlight coming from a certain point in the sky.
- Ferrule: the metal part on a pencil.
- Gynecomastia: man-boobs.
- Muntin: the strip separating window panes.
“The only thing I really wish to do with my life is to inspire someone. I want to touch someone’s life so much that they can genuinely say that if they have never met me then they wouldn’t be the person they are today. I want to save someone; save them from this cold, dark and lonely world. I wish to be someone’s hero, someone that people look up to. I only wish to make a change, even if it’s a small one. I just want to do more than exist.”
(via raindropsonredroses)
If we fall in love because someone makes us laugh, what happens when we no longer find them funny? If we fall in love because someone is beautiful, what happens when that beauty fades? But love defies all reasons. When you truly love someone, you can’t find a reason, you just do.
(Source: strawberrytelle, via raindropsonredroses)
Can’t believe, once upon a time, not very long from now, I considered ending my life because of you. This proves that sometimes love can make you blind. Not our love mind you, for I don’t know if you ever truly loved me. But my love. My absolute and selfless love for you, that blinded me. It proves that even when you think you cant live without someone, you have to just live on, and you will see that you can in fact, live on.
“The idea of my future simultaneously thrilled and terrified me, like standing at the lip of a very sheer cliff- I could fly, or fall. I didn’t know how to fly, and I didn’t want to fall. So I backed away from the cliff and went in search of something that had a clear, solid trajectory for me to follow, like hopscotch. “
Wasted by Marya Hornbacher
“But who can say what’s best? That’s why you need to grab whatever chance you have of happiness where you find it, and not worry about other people too much. My experience tells me that we get no more than two or three such chances in a life time, and if we let them go, we regret it for the rest of our lives.”
Haruki Murakami (via raindropsonredroses)
(Source: bookmania, via raindropsonredroses)
